Confession: I scare myself sometimes
I am humbled before myself.
For some time I have been operating in such fear and oppression of my own power, which so many on this planet do. Even to this day my own personal power frightens me because I have experienced the reality that I can literally have and do what I want. I know that I am God. Some people believe this in theory or just incorporate into their narcissistic and psychopathic relation to others, but I know for a fact that I am diety. It frightens me.
I think it more so frightens me because I am aware of the responsibility that comes with all of this power and the danger I can pose for myself and others if I am not careful and respectful of that which is sacred. I am a multidimensional being whom have chosen this lower experience for one reason or the other and a product of that decision is the ego.
The ego is like a child in the womb of my greater self. However, at any moment, if necessary, my greater self--that which is God, can take over, although this being prefers to rest and explore… so when it is awakened… this God in me… this aspect of myself… it does not come to play. So if my ego rebels, it will be disciplined and corrected. If others take it as a joke, there will be consequences.
For I am that diety, that angel, bird, god, that stands at the gate… guarding the way… assisting the poor in spirit that they might make their transition and transformation safely.
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